To My Dearest Shaun T,
I am so sorry, but this has been a long time coming. I know that it probably doesn’t make it feel any better, but I wanted to let you know I did not make this decision lightly. I want to make it clear that it is NOT you, it is most definitely ME. I just don’t want you to take it the wrong way. You’ve been nothing but good to me, but I am sorry to say that I need to make a change.
I THINK IT WOULD BE BEST IF WE STOPPED SEEING EACH OTHER FOR A WHILE. I don’t mean for it to be a permanent solution, but only for a short time. I hope we can pick back up where we left off very soon.
I have really enjoyed our flirting with each other every week or so for the past year when we danced together in my living room, and our more intimate relationship this past two weeks when you came in to home every morning for some great Focus time with T25. However, I had to face reality, and make a more drastic change in my life. You see, I’ve been lying to myself for a while, and hurting myself (and you) in the process.
I’ve been telling myself that I have been eating healthy at the same that you and I have been working out. But in reality, it just wasn’t as true as I wanted it to be. I realized I needed to fix what is happening in my kitchen before I spend anymore time with you during my workouts.
So, I am about to go on a 21 day healthy eating reset sabbatical to find myself. It is the Ultimate Reset. You see, I woke up one day and realized that I was utterly addicted to cheese, and a couple of other foods that are really not feeding my health or helping me reach my goals. However, part of this resetting of myself means that I need to lessen the intensity of my exercise, so that my body can heal itself from the inside out. I do plan on dating around some other, lower-intensity exercise. But I know I will be thinking of you the whole time.
This is my promise to you, to return to you in another 21 days. I hope you will wait for me, and come visit me at my house again in another three weeks. Don’t give up on me. I will return soon.
All my love,
Jenni
